Blood Boil

The fifth book makes me mad. The ironic thing is that I usually don't get angry quickly. I get insulted quickly, but not mad. Now, after reading Harry Potter, I just want to smash peoples heads. I am not just referring to the detested characters in the book, but to real life people. Perhaps this anger was always there, but now I can tell it has come to the surface, and I need to deal with my rage. I get rage when people boss me around and when people are greedy.


Even though it sounds like I'm blaming all this hatred on the books, it's more like I'm glad I've located the feeling and now I'll just have to learn how to deal with it. See, since forever I was never prone to getting angry, either I would get scared and intimidated, or feel nothing. It was as if I didn't value myself enough to be able to get angry. So this may sound strange, but I'm glad I can be angry now. Every emotion has it's value.